To be honest, I suck at posting to my various blogs in a consistent fashion. And with the various file types and storage options for documents out there, well, it was becoming more and more ridiculous to have to keep downloading conversation software just to maintain every scrap of writing I could from my past. Also, I'm too cheap for cloud based storage. So I figured I'd dedicate an entire blog not to my current musings and adventures, but to my prior contemplations. At this moment, I'm not entirely certain what I'll do with this blog. Maybe just post old writings with no explanations or perhaps provide introductory backpedaling to outdated personal opinions. At present? I haven't the faintest notion of what I'm doing. And frankly? I like it.

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

'How and Why Cody?' - Poem - April 2001



How Cody

We may never know

Some people think it’s really funny

Some say its overdose, no!

But we know that’s not true

Because we know you weren’t that crazy

Cody we all loved you and still do

You looked to all like a daisy

So bright and colorful

Nice and cool

So really, really wonderful

I’m sorry Cody for being kind of cruel

We loved you Cody this is to you

We wanted to let you know

You rule.


Monday, October 28, 2013

'One Day.' - Poem - December 2001



One day, when I’m walking alone

GOD will take me up to his heavenly home

In a light oh so divine

That human eyes will have to turn and whine

He will look at me and say

“I’ve brought you here for only a moment so you will not stay

but I’ve been watching you quite awhile

and you haven’t laughed, giggled, or smiled

your thoughts are so depressing that my angels cry

sometimes they sit and wonder why

you think of death and when it will come

your so busy thinking about death you forget to have fun

you worry about your acne, fat, and tan on your appearance outside

but you often forget that I don’t care about that but what’s inside

you very often wonder about love and if you will have a girlfriend or wife

Quit worrying about life

Go back to earth and live your life to the fullest

Don’t tell others that you’ve seen heaven and how it’s the coolest”

So I go back to earth

And don’t wonder what its worth

 I found I’ve completed my mile 

and finished it with a smile.

Saturday, October 26, 2013

'Shall I...' - Poem - November 2001



Shall I be alone the rest of my life?
Without a care, hope, or dream
Without love, friends, or a caring wife
Life is just too cruel it seems

Shall I be despised the rest of my life?
Without a friendly look or talk
With doubt, worry, and strife
I think I should take a long walk

Shall I ever be happy again?
Without laughter, smiles, or clown
With a love for lightning, storms, and hail
Maybe I should sit in the dark and calm down

Shall I be hungry for eternity?
Not just for food but for GOD and love
Or should I just face maturity
I really wish I could be like a dove

Shall I be alone the rest of my life?
Without a care, hope, or dream
Without love, friends, or a caring wife
Life is just too cruel it seems

Life is just too cruel it seems.